February 23, 2008 4:12 pm
my vampire name

I just ran across this vampire name generator and I thought it was so [something] that I just had to post the link and my judgment.

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Chastity Wolf

Known in some parts of the world as:
Wraith of The Vile

The Great Archives Record:
Vile, foul, filthy and greedy: this creature knows nothing of light.

You can get your own vampire name at: www.emmadavies.net/vampire/

3:26 pm
confused

I have no idea if I am having a nervous brake down or becoming “normal” but what ever it is it’s annoying as hell. I’m actually quite happy parts of the day and that just makes me… clumsy… For example today I tripped over a pack of half a liter coke bottles and ended up hitting my chin on a pile of boxes so now I have a pretty bruise on my chin and that doesn’t even bother me that much. It hurts… few of my teeth just happened to pierce the inside of my mouth but still… I’m happy.

Last week (it seems much longer than that) I finally stopped working at the place that killed my social life and stole so many years from my life, I am still working on the same chain of places but in a different location with much more humane schedule. So I guess having 5 extra hours a day free time does wonders to your mind… I’ve actually gone out with my friends that I haven’t seen in years because our schedules never matched or I was just too tired to move my arse from the bed. It’s just way too confusing… I’m not even mad at anyone except me for staying there for so long. I know that this all sounds weird and it sounds weird to me as well and that means… it’s WEIRD.

Anyways I am trying to sort my life this time and not bunch of sites which is why everything seems to be on a standstill which it really isn’t. I’m just beyond confused with everything right now and the fact that I seem to cause bodily injuries to myself continuously and without intention I just might need to take a little breathing brake but that does not mean I will be leaving the online life… I think I will just have to put everything on hold offline.